...and talk about the weather.
recently found my tears for fears greatest hits cd. hopefully singing in the car burns lots of calories. ha.
i havent done poorly the past few days, but havent done great. we'll see tomorrow at the weigh in.
random thoughts from the past week re: my weight. going out on the weekends with my friends is fun, but it's such a depressing feeling to feel so large yet so invisible at the same time. especially to guys who see right through you. also, i recently got off birth control, mainly b/c i think the new kind i started a few months ago is giving me melasma, but also i think the way i look right now is birth control enough. reality bites.
A's birthday is this week. i usually text him happy birthday but since he wished me a happy one on my wall for my past birthday, i feel like that is the way to go this year for him. i'm trying to find the fine line between breezy yet fun and caring. like the text messages, i dont expect him to respond.
from my fb "stalking" aka investigating, it looks like he had an early bday celebration with family up north. my initial reaction was, holy shit, he's going to use this time around his whole family to propose to her. havent seen anything to confirm or deny that yet so all i'm doing is praying and hoping that that isnt the case.
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